<bgsound src="http://www.cmidi.com/download/midi/2002/v3/1028768066.mid " loop=infinite> [K] i t k a [T]-[C] h o c o l a t [E] iS iN hErE
Friday, July 02, 2004      
YoZz people..
news for u..
i'm not in here anymore..
i've changed my blog..
dear frenx..
pls re-link me..
thanks a lot..
www.xkitkatchocolatex@blogspot.com
[CLICK HERE]

go now..plz feel free to tag me a message
thnx..

Thursday, July 01, 2004      
haix.. melissa say me these few days like sad sad de orhx ? is tt so..?
maybe.. maybe.. becos many thing happened..
once.. i thought it was my fault..
things could not be seen easily..
it takes time..
and i finally realised everything le
its not only me experiencing it..
others too..
and i'm starting to realise u're taking over my life..
if u r my fren.. u should have respected me and my choice..
u're making my every single decision..
i'm a human so r u..
u have ur rights so have i..
i wan to have the freedom of choosing..
not being a dog taking wad u choose or think for me..
becos u are NOT me
and u dont know me..
u always ignore me as and when as u like..
but now i'm caring no more..
i've already learnt to be independent..
and to acknowledge the fact u're not my only friend..
from today..
i'm going to make all the decisions myself.. myself.. and myself..
i'll do it myself..

Wednesday, June 30, 2004      
yOzz..
haiz..
i feel tt our class so noisy ..
haiz..
esp wifout ms chew its worst worst worst!!
PE ok loh..
very sian la..
that camera.........[dotx]...
ermx... alex hoh.. liewx...
lol..
nth to say la..
tt gor gor of mine..
haizzz... anyhow do warm up de.. hahax..
den in recess time go hit me den pretend nth happen..lol.. so funny
=PpP..
haiz..thx for wishing my happy dinner all the time..
dunno he find me sian anot lei.. haiz..

yesterday was wanying bday worhx... happy birthday to u ! =)
tml is shuting bday worh... wish u early birthday... =) smileZ..
tml guowei coming my class ? can see him ? finally ?
haiz..
i short term memory sia..
always forget how pple look like de
so very sorry arh.. dun be sad or get offended..
me forgot how waicheng look like also.. haiz.. so pathetic man me.. sobx..

dunno why zhukhing today gif me sweet lei..
thxXx..
den i gif my GB frenx and Miss Lee..
wahahaha.. so funny in the GB room
lol.. funny funny funny!!!!!
cos the sweet is sour sour one..lol.. wahahahax...

haiz..... so tireddd... yawnzzz
lol.. ytd got blackout..?
lol.. i 9 sth sleep liao still sleeping like a piggie lei..
dun even noe anything until menghui sms me at morning..
lol.. my hse nv tio...
luckyy.. so hengg... hahax


mMmMm...
i berri sianzzz...
lol

Tuesday, June 29, 2004      
haiz.. today in sch arhx ??
err... emmx... ok loh..
nth much larhz..
home econ so funny loh..
lihao give miss yanti chinese name..
hahahax.. so sad she find it lame..lol.. funny!
hahax.. but it entertained us alot.. heex..

ermx.. lesson ok ok lohz..
juz tt i've been feeling so sleepy n tired.. hahax..

haix... but noe sth happened le..
sth unexpected loh..
dont ask me larhz..
wo hen fan liao..
dont know why also like that..
just what did i do again ?
is it my fault this time ?
hAiXxXxXxXxXxXx..........
maybe she just dont understand me..
maybe everything happened..bcos she gave it a chance to..
if onli she showed me that i could confide in her and relie on her..
everything would be different le..
but once the mind is set.. its hard to change..

sob sob.. maybe i got to admit the fact...
i lost her le..
and i failed to be a fren.................

plus plus : thankiew shawn and isabel for hearing all the thingzz i got to say.. thanks a lot for being there n listening to me.. thanksss!!!! thankssss!!!! =)


Monday, June 28, 2004      
first day of sch.... hmm..
moi BB officers ask me how sch..
nth to answer them..
i dun even noe my answer..
i'm feeling nthx but sadness loh..
i said b4 that the onli thing i look forward to was to see my m&m gor gor onli..
he today pass me kitkat .. thx a lotz.. haix.. wanted to pass him m&m but i gt no chance.. sobxx
the rest i actually felt like running away from it de..
dun wanna noe the rest and all the other truth..
haiz.. but i cant escape it forever...sigh.. wad a pity..
so my form teacher had to be changed by hook or by crook ..
and no matter wad its going to change change change?
FINE.. forget it.. ='(
and wad abt my timetable ?
change until here n there all different..so messy de..
and friday used to be out great day in school.. now wad ?
1 period 1 subject.. somemore the subject textbook all heavy n thick thick de..
and mus bring juz for that 30 mins of studying..
sian la..sian sian sian..!!
sobbxx...
ermx... IPW???
haiz..
if i could choose..
i nv wan to learn that..
never.. never..
and...
i dunno why
today keep seeing the person i wanna avoid..
haizz...
bump into him everywhere
and the one i wanna see.. i always nv c.. always gong gong den when he go liao den i realise..
the one i dun wan to see always i turn my head onli den see liaoz
haiz..
so weird manz..
ermzz..
chinese i omost fall asleep lei..
miss chen reading the thing hoh
i dun even noe where she is..
haix....so many thingzz happen and changed almost everything..
and i got no mood le..
haixx..haixx..
and sth happen to one of my fren to..
i wished i could help her
i wished i could do sth abt it
but when i found out i'm just a powerless person..
and that i cant do anything at all..
i'm totally sad..

Saturday, June 26, 2004      
s!aNzZz...
aRgHhHhZ..
i wonder how am i suppose to wake up at 5.45am tml..
even a powerful alarm clock wouldnt be able to help me..
how ?!?!?!haiZ..
i had such a nice time sleeping at home during the holidays..
its all over le..
so fast...?!
cant believed it..
turn back to the start of the holiday when everything started..
was rushing through my work on the first week..
haiz.. talk abt that..
i left 14 mathx sum altogether for my holiday assignment..
oH wEll.. thats a bad bad sign..isnt it.. *siGhx*

heyx.. why everyone now keep asking me abt sumone arhx..
i dun believe that is as simple as "juz asking"
me wondering what they know..
and what they are up to..lol..
very strange lei..

yOzZ..billabong rOcKs..lol..
still like billabong as much as i did during P6 leiz.. haha..
once like nv hate..
lol..

eWwWw..
kenneth is a cruel cruel little boi..
and i mean real little.. wahahahaha.. jk..lol..
he wanna eat up kitkat chocolate..
can u believe that ?
he wan to eat up his kitkat jiejie..
lol.. isnt he cruel..? mmm... i send u for counselling..lol..lol
special one lah.. i send u to one hillgrove student councillor can liaox.. u noe who.. hahax.. =P
oh more more!
kenneth is a little baddie..
a very bad baddie..
he threatened his kitkat jiejie..
=X .. such a baddie.. wahzzz..
no.. =P i wont cry becos of u.. i'll be strong.. =P


i wan ocean cd!
i wan i wan i wan i wan i wan i wan .. =) lolx......... oceaN ruLeZzZzz... ritex son ?
hehex..


haiz... today is my last day that i can go online for hours..
after today........ i cant imagine wad will happen manx..
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
everything will change..
nth is ever going to be the same
nth is ever going to last forever..
and i hope that one changes in my life after today..
would be that i will forget him.. ... ...


     
yoZz yoZz..
so happy sia..
monday can see my m&m gorgor..
hahax..
yay.. can see how he look like lei..
(= i tink i waited for ard a few weeks le hoh..
hehehe.. the day has come.. hurray..
m&m gorgor.. remember cannot run away lei.. dun like tt ma..
if i really find u hoh.. is becos i find until so hard den find de..
so cannot run hoh.. haha.. run i oso will chase =P...
m&m gorgor dun wan me see how he look like all the while lei..
i tot he oso dun wan to see kitkat meimei..
but he finally said sth to kitkat meimei lei..
he say tt he look forward to sch reopen so tt he can see kitkat meimei..
he finally say that.. lol..=P
wahahahahahahaahahha...
thx for making me happy loh..
but the hide n seek still carries on..=PpPpPpPpPpPpPpPpPpP
kitkat meimei will find find find find find find find find....find until she find m&m gorgor..
touched a not ? =XxXxXxXxXxXxX
muahahahahahaha...


haizzz.... today so tiring sia..lol..
go for GB.. game so fun lei..
group 3 win..hurray!!!!!! =)
ermx.... haiz...
anyone can introduce me campsite ?
for camps....
ermx.. ard 80-100 pple..
msg me in msn hoh.. thx thx.. =]


haiz... liewx..
i am really so freaked out by somebody manx..
really loh..
going to die of freakness..
so disgusted and FrEaKkKkKkKkKkKkKkKeDdDd oUt!!
help !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


heyx.. haizzz..
i wish i can turn winter into summer lei..
how i wish i can turn back to january and start from there again..
i nv wanted to past the other 6 mths of 2004..


my leg now burning..
lol.. so pain..
got cut by a stupid photo album cover ..
haiz...
sickening..
lol..lol..lol..


so s!aNzZz.. he nt online lei..
s!aNzZz..
s!aNzZz..
s!aNzZz..

Thursday, June 24, 2004      
yOzZ..
time to give thanksss... yeah!
lol..
cockroach thx for the shang xuan yue lyricssss...
finally got it le.. thx thx thx..
and jianming ah.. thx for helping me wif the an hao song hor... thxx..
and for the lyrics too....thxxx...........

hm.. xianqiang tell me one of the ant philosophy worhx..
"think of summer during winter"
tink its really very meaningful..
but when its winter.. its winter.. when u think of summer.. its still winter..
no matter how much u like summer.. if its winter.. its winter and its a fact.. nth can change winter into summer no matter how much u think of summer.. haix..
but i just cant accept that summer has changed into winter so suddenly...

tml gb... yeah yeah yeah..
i missed it !
hehex...

oh yeahx..
monday sch reopen..
i going to find out how SOMEBODY look like..
lol lol lol lol..
yeahx man..
dun run hoh..
lol..............
dun ask me why wan to noe who u r..
cos the reason very simple..
lol...
no mei mei dunno how gor gor look like 1..
=P
yea.. yea.. yea..
hehex......................................










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